My son's inevitable transition from this world to the next is upon us now and I have decided to no further relinquish the intimate details of his condition and departure in this manner as I believe that it would be insensitive and undignified of me to do so. The insurmountable swell of emotions has impaired me at last to the point that I have arrived at a largely dysfunctional and debilitated state on many levels. I am finding myself increasingly incapable of putting the overabundant pieces of my thoughts and feelings together to express myself productively and therefore will cease attempting to for a time until some levity or desperation later enables me once again. I am in need of some compassionate, courageous, accepting and adequately evolved people in my life. If you are strong enough and are willing to lend me your hand right now I would appreciate it greatly.